Help me be safe when I come out

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smokymemer:

 
Hi everyone. I’m Emmy. I’m a 18 year old trans girl. I live in South San Francisco, in California. All my life, I’ve been living under the rule of my parents, with them refusing to let me get a job, to my mother checking my internet history, emails, and even texts without my consent. I’ve tried coming out before, most of them accidental. My mother refused to accept me, those my many times, and I had to essentially roll back my coming out. It’s hurting me, and it certainly won’t end well for me. I’ve been getting more intrusive thoughts, my mother is making excuses of why I can’t see my therapist, and more. I’ve been struggling, and I want to come out.

With coming out, there’s a very good chance that I will be disowned. My therapist even thinks that’s a likely outcome, as my mom has told him that she “…would rather [I] hide than come out.” I’m incredibly scared that she would do something, or my father would do something and possibly kill me or force me out of my home, if I simply come out. But I can’t keep hiding like this.

paypal.me/HelpEmmy 

Please donate only if you can. I know there are people who need it more than I do, but I would like some help. Even a reblog is good, anything. I just need some kind of safety net when I come out. If I come out, and everything is okay, or I don’t come out within the next two months, I will refund all the money. You can hold me accountable, if I don’t. Thank you-Emmy

Not art related, but my friend needs help.

Spread if you can, thanks.