Some Fixer-Ups on the Steven Universe AU

So, I decided to go over the AU I made on the spot very late in the night… Like at 2:13 AM… ^^;

Anyway, so I had an idea a little earlier, mostly on the Entity and how it will fuse with Pink. I think that it will probably take on a humanoid form: one similar in height of Pink but is generally a blank slate until its fused. When they do, its… Its just a mess: some parts of Pink is present on the outside, like her hair, one of her eyes, and patches of her skin, but its mostly made up of the Entity: now its no longer a plain shape with no voice or features, its now a mirage of blues, purples, and deep shades of red mixing in and fading out(maybe to reflect how it feels but probably not) on the majority of the shared body. One of the eyes is just black, no pupils, no sclera… Nothing. Its also made modifications to Pink’s outfit for its own devices and pretty much screwed up Pink’s gem so that Pink can never unfuse from it nor take full control. There’s also the added features of claws, fangs, and tentacles used for impalements of other gems to poof them. Their voice is sorta of echoey and jagged, and there also feels like a second voice is trying to reach out, but is silenced the moment one word is said.

Next is how she turns White and Yellow, and simply put, maybe it uses mind rape on the two of them but probably uses all of it on Yellow. For White, it basically uses the tentacles to hold her down and use one of the newly formed claws to reach into White’s gem. Basically, it’s like its scratching away at what makes White… well herself, reveling in hearing her scream/plead. Once it’s done, it removes its claws and tentacles off her body before fixing her up like a mall mannequin. Of course, it leaves just a small fragment of White’s free will like a game to see how far she’ll go to free herself before her gem starts to crack, and eventually be forced back into the vacuum of her mind to prevent her form from being permanently destroyed… Kinda of fitting(to the Entity) for someone who demanded perfection from everyone else.

Next, for Yellow, it basically tackles her and holds her down before using its claws. Starting from the sides, I like to imagine the Entity slowly traveling the claws up, cutting deep as small shards fall(it’s making sure that it doesn’t poof Yellow), and just like White, it enjoys hearing her cry out for help until its finished. Once done, it basically holds Yellow’s head in place and stares into her eyes, showing images that can’t be explained, slowly breaking her until it feels fit to release her as a smiling wreck unable to stop for fear of becoming a corrupted beast unable to think/remember who she is(similar to canon corrupted gems).

Finally, there’s Blue. Now, while the Entity isn’t able to turn Blue into its own twisted image(due to Pink somehow intervening and telling her to run), it does end up infecting Blue and nearly draining her of either half or all of her powers, to the point where she can only do stuff that serve as inconveniences at best. Her form is also slightly damaged, now no longer tall and foreboding, she’s roughly the size of an average human. Now she’s trapped on Earth with no way to face this creature, nor help her remaining family and rescue Pink from it with some of her court and her Pearl by her side.

There’s also to add how the Pearls made it to Earth before the bubble was set up: Pink Pearl was in the middle of nearly being mind wiped and turned sub servant to White(I like to imagine that being turned is what caused her eye injury) but is dropped by White when she gets tackled, so she makes it out with only cracks around her it. With White Pearl(our Pearl in canon) helping her, the two managed to escape while the Entity is busy. Yellow Pearl is also rescued in the midst of her Diamond being tortured: something she witnessed while running, reducing her to a bit of a stammering mess while fleeing on the ship alongside other gems.

So that’s pretty much what I have, hopefully, I’ll write more on life on the bubbled Earth and the inhabitants of Beach City later on, but this was a revision of the earlier post from morning cause… Well, it was a mess. ^^;

Putting these up for anyone who needs them today.

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Toxic Parents: Overcoming Their Hurtful Legacy and Reclaiming Your Life by Susan Forward

Why Does he DO That: Inside The Minds of Angry and Controlling Men by Lundy Bancroft

Cannot recommend WDHDT highly enough. I’ve found it helpful not just for romantic relationships, but also for growing up w a “unexplainable/uncontrollable” dad.

IT HAS ALSO BEEN REALLY HELPFUL FOR UNDERSTANDING ONLINE MOB HARASSMENT.

So if you’ve ever been bombarded w threats to be raped/killed, (so…if you’re a minority and you’ve been on the Internet for a while), this book might be useful for getting clarity around the whole entitled, abusive mindset that drives certain kinds of people to behave that way. And by “getting clarity”, I mean (for me) being able to go “oh, that’s what’s happening” and not really feel scared anymore. Or angry, or drawn out into it, or anything.

And if you’re still standing around going “but how does something like GamerGate happen?” or “but why do men hit their wives?” or whatever – please read that book and learn something.

^^^^ truth WDHDT is fantastic at cutting down MRA bullshit and calling it what it really is

Also recommending

Please consider reading these. WDHDT is really, really helpful. And I know some of you are struggling with abusive relationships, friendships, families, etc. You’re not alone. There is help.

Yo. This family holiday, please, please take care of yourself. You aren’t there to be anybody else’s cushion.

Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents

Reading any of these books does not mean you don’t love your parents or family.  It’s just self care for helping you cope and not repeat the behaviors. 

A gentle reminder that I have Toxic Parents as a FREE PDF if you would like to download it and read it on your own. Take care of yourselves.

All the books in this thread are great; adding this one because it was the most helpful to me. Free pdf here

Jesus Christ, the codependency checklist in Toxic Parents…WOW, I’ve been through that.

Hooo damn.

Children need to make mistakes and discover that it’s not the end of the world. That’s how they gain the confidence to try new things in life.Toxic parents impose unobtainable goals, impossible expectations, and ever-changing rules on their children. They expect their children to respond with a degree of maturity that can come only from life experiences that are inaccessible to a child. Children are not miniature adults, but toxic parents expect them to act as if they are.

Someone go back and write this on a brick and throw it at my mother, please.

https://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/riseupfromthepain/182894837882/tumblr_pgrwa617nA1vjz8za?plead=please-dont-download-this-or-our-lawyers-wont-let-us-host-audio

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vvvvvvvvvrooooooom:

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Easily the best audio post I’ve ever made

Guys lemme tell you bout this thing

To give you perspective , I dont really feel my legs unless I’ve worked out for at least five minutes and it’s been like this for a couple years now so when the first couple seconds popped up I was like “yoo this kinda sounds good? Familiar?” Then THAT shift happened and istg I could feel all of my limbs and they all were screaming at me with the fight or flight response. Freaked me the fuck out man but good song

come listen to my song, it will tear off your fucking legs

This is not my beautiful take on me. This is not my beautiful take me on.

I want to play this song outside for Halloween.

It sounds like I’m listening to the original song, except there’s an extraterrestrial barrier of heavily warped spacetime between me and the source of the sound.

Dear Lord…

https://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/riseupfromthepain/182894787897/tumblr_m6m9ygdUk91qibmxl?plead=please-dont-download-this-or-our-lawyers-wont-let-us-host-audio

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This was recorded by the Portsmouth Sinfonia in an experiment where all the members of the orchestra would swap instruments with each other and attempt to play them to the best of their ability.

favorite things about this

  • literally all the brass starts to get the hang of it and then the crescendos happen and everyone is like FUCK FUCK FUCK??? FUCK. JUST. BLOW RLY HARD.
  • the strings are lazy but also the same. like u can tell a lot of the ppl w/ the stringed instruments may already basically know how to play stringed instruments. like there’s definitely a section at the beginning where you hear a good portion going “oh yeah this is like. a smaller/bigger version of what i do.”
  • all you hear of any woodwinds is just “pffffttt??? pFFFTTTT???? PFFFFFTTTT I SAID PFFFFTTTT!!!!!” bc woodwinds are fucking HARD and you hear after like the first crescendo half of them just give up. they give up. they’re done. fuck this it tastes weird and my lips hurt.
  • that trumpet. that person is fucking TRYING man they fucking GOT this. they may not have figured out notes but they figured out LOUD and they GOT this.

Oh look, an auditory representation of my mind.

DFDJDJSKHAGDHSKAKA

Why is this FUNNY?! 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😭😭